Left Behind.... Again....

awwww... is it 10 pm already? if it is then maybe my brothers plane bound for LA is already in the process of taking off, my mom's ship bound for Cebu is already hauling the anchors ready to sail, and maybe, if my Dad was being a drama king and waited at the airport until my brother boarded the plane, then his taxi would be cruising along some road in Manila right now going back to his hotel.

it feels weird here at home... it's just the 3 of us (Me, Miguel and Carlos) and our yaya here. It used to be really chaotic here because we'd argue over random stuff, hide the remote so you get dibs on the TV, annoy the person who's using the PC in the next room, tease each other at the dinner table... etc. So this is how it feels like to be apart from your family? it really feels weird. we are not the mushy kind of family and we are not cheesy, we uber rarely say 'i love you' to each other yet we know how much we love each other. i grew up with my brothers always by my side... they were my playmates, pets, puppets..etc. i think it's because of the age gap that we are so close.... even if we fight a lot, well we fight because we find fighting a lot of fun. hahaha...

i remembered a comment from a neighbor a long time ago... she said she liked looking at us because if you see 1 of us then expect to see the other 3 nearby, we were never far from each other. weird... weird... weird. Gah! OK!!! i'll miss my brother... actually i already miss him. He's the one who's usually at home so i call him whenever i forget something important and have him bring it over to wherever i am, i call him when i want to be fetched from school and if he refuses i call my mom so she can yell at him to fetch me... he's like the eldest instead of me. besides.... he's like one of the few people who can counter-attack my sarcasm.

ah drama! whatever... i just hope they'll all be always safe...


Pitz! i know you read my blogs you dork (multiply)... DON'T FORGET MY IPOD TOUCH!!! and be careful there.. take care of yourself because you know you are prone to nosebleeds and i fear you'd loose all your blood because the english there would cause you to have nosebleeds... nyahahaha... blood transfusion would be very hard because american pigs blood is not compatible with your local pigs blood... bwahahaha... oi! shit! i've written my whole blog in english... aaaah... GO WIPE YOUR NOSE PITZ!! bwahahaha.... assface!

No Leave Us BFF...

SENTI MODE. i can't sleep... i can't sleep even if i had but so little sleep the last time. My BFF (Best Friend Forever... ahahaha) is leaving. She's going to Manila and she's gonna leave us here. Yeah, Yeah! not so far... but still. We've been friends for a long time and i know distance is not gonna change that friendship... it's just what's sad about it is that i got used to her being here. Even when we don't see each other as often as we did before but just the thought that i'd only have to text her "where you at?" and then BAM! reply location and i go see her. It's not only her but all my friends (ROCKERS!). It's funny how when we were younger we planned this and that and then suddently... BAM! you grow up, you face reality and reality is that someday you have to go separate ways because we have separate lives and separate dreams. I know that doesn't mean goodbye for good but it's just kind of hard... and what's harder is that I am the one left behind. HAH! It really feels different when we just talk about going separate ways than it actually happening... it sucks. I know we'd still see each other... maybe it's just hard for me to accept the change because my friends are very dear to me along with my family. oh well...

Wuble you watch out! after i graduate i'll leave too so you'd know what it feels like to be left behind! AHAHAHAHA!! but really... BON VOYAGE! Take Care!!

BOO! Sarprise!

1... 2.... 3... how many years has it been since i've last tinkered with my blog? ugh! been really BUSY these past few months. i know.. i know... you're thinking "Maan? Busy?! hahaha... fat chance!" yes, fat chance... but sadly it's the truth. I soooo want a time machine. If there's one i would so use it and go back to the day i decided to join the CIT-Student Body Organization... GAH! what the heck did i eat that day?!?! i so wanna go back and undo that decision! ugh! if i didn't join the Org then i'd be enjoying my BUM life. BLAH! though... for once in my life i experienced what it's like to be a responsible student... this is my last year so what the heck! HAHAHA....

With some of the girls who were as dumb as me and joined the Org. hahaha... (Jacky, Leslie, Alting, ME, Hani) hahaha... si Amay natabunan.