random rants 01

i got nothing better to do... waaah! i was supposed to upload some stuff but multiply is still down. bummer! i am hungry but we can't eat dinner yet 'coz we're waiting for some visitors to arrive... demmit! i wanna eat! i wanna eat!

anywhoo... just about a few days ago i was talking to a friend and he checked out my multiply site and he read my blog there... he then asked why there isn't anything written about him there (why i didn't rant and rave when i was mad at him) this guy just practically disappeared out of my life months ago without even a goodbye. anyways... we talked again. he apologized and i sort of forgave him so i talked to him again. besides i was thinking 'hey! if you disappear again and we're not friends anymore then it's not my fault because i did forgive you... FOR THE SECOND TIME AROUND!' (hmm.. guess i'm not that cold hearted of a b**ch after all).

it just irks me because i don't let many people get too close to me. sure i got lots of friends and all but there are only a few people i allow to get a glimpse of who and how i really am. really, if you plan on disappearing from my life just say so... i won't stop you. i'd even delete you from my life voluntarily and not waste hardisk space in my life for you because there a lot more people out there i can install in my life (computer talk much? haha..).

ok that's enough. i can go eat now. and for that friend who asked why i didn't write about him...
well... this is it now... you can't complain anymore, can you? hahahaha....

hello blogspot...

well... well... well...

Hello blogspot! i've actually been here for awhile but i just forgot about it. i actually made it here after i tore out my journal and burned it... haha. it's either keep a journal (or a 'diary' if you must really call it that) and risk having my brothers or anyone in this house to find it or keep an online blog and have other people find it? either way whatever it is you wrote will be read... today... tomorrow... the next week... maybe a hundred years from now (unless of course you burn it. hah!). i've been ranting on multiply actually and in some online forums... so really this isn't the first time i wreck havoc online. haha.

anyways... whatever! i may be keeping this blog... or not... we'll just see because i am notorious for starting things i don't finish. but wouldn't it be cool if people in the future can read what you wrote? they'd be like.. "oh! so that's how they lived in the old ages. back when they had no flying cars and these mini gadgets that can teleport you anywhere..." hah!