
SENTI MODE. i can't sleep... i can't sleep even if i had but so little sleep the last time. My BFF (Best Friend Forever... ahahaha) is leaving. She's going to Manila and she's gonna leave us here. Yeah, Yeah! not so far... but still. We've been friends for a long time and i know distance is not gonna change that friendship... it's just what's sad about it is that i got used to her being here. Even when we don't see each other as often as we did before but just the thought that i'd only have to text her "where you at?" and then BAM! reply location and i go see her. It's not only her but all my friends (ROCKERS!). It's funny how when we were younger we planned this and that and then suddently... BAM! you grow up, you face reality and reality is that someday you have to go separate ways because we have separate lives and separate dreams. I know that doesn't mean goodbye for good but it's just kind of hard... and what's harder is that I am the one left behind. HAH! It really feels different when we just talk about going separate ways than it actually happening... it sucks. I know we'd still see each other... maybe it's just hard for me to accept the change because my friends are very dear to me along with my family. oh well...
Wuble you watch out! after i graduate i'll leave too so you'd know what it feels like to be left behind! AHAHAHAHA!! but really... BON VOYAGE! Take Care!!
