Monday, October 08, 2007

Left Behind.... Again....

awwww... is it 10 pm already? if it is then maybe my brothers plane bound for LA is already in the process of taking off, my mom's ship bound for Cebu is already hauling the anchors ready to sail, and maybe, if my Dad was being a drama king and waited at the airport until my brother boarded the plane, then his taxi would be cruising along some road in Manila right now going back to his hotel.

it feels weird here at home... it's just the 3 of us (Me, Miguel and Carlos) and our yaya here. It used to be really chaotic here because we'd argue over random stuff, hide the remote so you get dibs on the TV, annoy the person who's using the PC in the next room, tease each other at the dinner table... etc. So this is how it feels like to be apart from your family? it really feels weird. we are not the mushy kind of family and we are not cheesy, we uber rarely say 'i love you' to each other yet we know how much we love each other. i grew up with my brothers always by my side... they were my playmates, pets, puppets..etc. i think it's because of the age gap that we are so close.... even if we fight a lot, well we fight because we find fighting a lot of fun. hahaha...

i remembered a comment from a neighbor a long time ago... she said she liked looking at us because if you see 1 of us then expect to see the other 3 nearby, we were never far from each other. weird... weird... weird. Gah! OK!!! i'll miss my brother... actually i already miss him. He's the one who's usually at home so i call him whenever i forget something important and have him bring it over to wherever i am, i call him when i want to be fetched from school and if he refuses i call my mom so she can yell at him to fetch me... he's like the eldest instead of me. besides.... he's like one of the few people who can counter-attack my sarcasm.

ah drama! whatever... i just hope they'll all be always safe...


Pitz! i know you read my blogs you dork (multiply)... DON'T FORGET MY IPOD TOUCH!!! and be careful there.. take care of yourself because you know you are prone to nosebleeds and i fear you'd loose all your blood because the english there would cause you to have nosebleeds... nyahahaha... blood transfusion would be very hard because american pigs blood is not compatible with your local pigs blood... bwahahaha... oi! shit! i've written my whole blog in english... aaaah... GO WIPE YOUR NOSE PITZ!! bwahahaha.... assface!