Sunday, January 07, 2007

why i seem like i don't care...



Whatever Will Be
by:Vanessa Hudgens

Sometimes I feel like I'm a bird with broken wings
At times I dread my now and envy where I've been
But that's when quiet wisdom takes control
At least I've got a story no one's told

I finally learned to say
Whatever will be will be
I've learned to take
The good, the bad and breathe
'Cause although we like
To know what life's got planned
No one knows if shooting stars will land

These days it feels naive to put your faith in hope
To imitate a child, fall backwards on the snow
'Cause that's when fears will usually lead you blind
But now I try to under-analyse

Is the rope I walk wearing thin?
Is the life I love caving in?
Is the weight on your mind
A heavy black bird caged inside?

Say
Whatever will be will be
Take
The good, the bad
Just breathe

'Cause although we like
To know what life's got planned
No one knows if shooting stars will land

Whatever will be will be
I learned to take
The good, the bad and breathe
'Cause although we like
To know what life's got planned
Thing like that are never in your hands
No one knows if shooting stars will land



i love that song because it just about sums up how i live my life. sometime people keep on planning, even the smallest details, that they freak out if something unplanned comes along their way. i'm not saying planning is wrong... it's actually good to know what we want, have an insight of what we want our futures to be and do what we have to do to achieve them. but expecting everything to go as planned? that is just setting yourself up for major disappointment.

i've learned that life is full of uncertainties and that expecting for something almost always lead to disappointment. so i just live for today and do what i must to not screw up my tomorrow and if life gives me unexpected surprises, good or bad, then i take it and move on. life is too short for regrets. when we do something we should know there are always consequences, be it good or bad, and we should learn how to live with it. if it was a mistake then learn and if it wasn't then good.

it's ok to be scared of what the future brings but fear shouldn't let us dictate what we do. as what i've heard before... if you want something to change then do something you've never done before. and if you do something different... that's when the surprises come in.



Lovingly Yours,

master yoda (haha)